An idea for october

so October is halloween... and i've been thinking of doing a piece about halloween... at the moment i'm leaning on doing this image i have in my head... it is of a lady with eight legs like a spider but using human legs... the word black widow comes to mind... and also maybe having the lady either cradling a guy's severed head or cradling a guy's head but he is already lifeless... hope i'm strong enough to get this done

to write or not to write

i started writing again... but then i realize that there is a big flaw to my story... now i'm just too bumm out to do anything about it... basically my problem is i have no idea what the ending should be like. the story is basically about a father who found out that his future son in law could be a possible serial killer... the problem is i don't know if he is a killer or not... if not, why is he being framed, if he is, should he live? and how does the father save the daughter... i'm leaning of him turning out to be the killer... i thought it might be more exciting that way... maybe more gore to the story... but then everytime i try to write it, i just shift out and went another way... a more PG way... bummer... so now i'm wasting my time browsing online... yesterday i did a painting but i wasn't feeling up to it so it looks terrible... i'll just fix it later... for now... i just don't know what to do about the end... i'm tempted to start doing some other story but i don't think i should abandon this one just yet...

big bang theory craze

i know... i know... this show is going into their third season... but i've always thought that the background story was a bit predictable... nnothing special there... geeky guy went after the hot girl... so i never thought it would last so long... anyway... i was watching an old episode of ellen and kaley cuoco was in it... and she mention that they were taping the third season... and it dawn on me that these days shows find it hard even to last after the first season and this one managed to go as far as three... so i though maybe i should check it out... and boy i was in for a surprise... it was better than i expected... not crazy good... but the show did manage to be better with each episode... i was practically langing till my sides ached by the end of season two... so now... i can't wait for the thirdd season...

now... what's next???

Red Bed Of Roses (2009)

Green Bed Of Roses (2009)

Blue Bed Of Roses (2009)

Acrylic, Charcoal and Chalk

well... finally finish the painting... phew... it was tough trying to keep focus and everything... but all is done and over with... now i just need something to fix the charcoal... i hope i can find something good... cos if i end up winning the contest and i ruin the painting... i'm going to kill myself... tomorrow i'll go to the store and see what they have... too bad there's not much choice where i live... but if worse comes to worst... i'll probably just use clear spray paint on it and hope for the best... anyway... now that i'm done with this thing... i'm not quite sure what to do with myself... should i go get a job... there's one at beacon... it's not much... basically just like a printing job which i clearly am too overqualified... and also not really what i want to go into... but i could probably make some money and save up so that i can move out if i can't go into painting... hmmm...