turn of events

today started out really well... the whole family went out for bowling and everyone was feeling good during lunch and then i found out that my dad never had the intention to let me go... well... at least he just haven't made up his mind to let me go immediately... which is another way of saying he is still not convince i should go which is not what i thought we had agreed on the last time... anyway... we had a really bad quarrel after lunch and in the car on the way back... and somehow things got out that i just can't stand him and the only reason for me wanting to move is so that i can be as far away from him as possible... i also said that he is so controlling... so much so that he kept on and on about wanting me to work for him when all i want is to get as far away as possible... and it hurts everytime he starts to talk about me working for him... and this is not new... he have been talking about it even way back when i was still in cmu... so this is old news... and i just don't know how long i can stand to be around him... i still have one and a half month to go through... i think it has reach the point where i am done compromising with him just so that both of us can be happy because the truth is... not both of us are happy, because i didn't really get what i really wanted